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You walked into my life and i was the happiest person alive
You gave me a feeling that i was so afraid to feel
I had been hurt in the past and i tried so hard,
to shut you out of my heart
You tried with all your streagth to break through this wall
The wall i had built around my heart
Just when i thought you had given up
I learned that you would never give up on me
No one can choose who cupids arrows
Its just something that happens
When a person starts to love someone
You cant just turn off love
and pretend like you dont care
I never expected to have my heart stolen by you
But now that i have, i cant turn away from your love
Not now, not ever
You mean so much to me
I try to cherish everyday i have for you
Cuz everyday that passes and i'm with you
Thats one mroe day god has blessed me
I dont know if i will ever feel this strong for anyone else
But i know this feeling makes me happy
If i were to die today
I wouldnt have any regrets
I wouldnt want people to mourn me
I would want them to be happy
I would want everyone to know i died a happy person
Because i got to live out my last days
With my one true love

My Angel

I dream of my angel every single night
He's so special to me
I dont ever want to give him up
I thank the lord up above
For sending him down to me

My angel has made me so happy
And after all we've been through
I dont ever want to imagine life without him
I never did anything good in this life
So i sit and wonder
"Is someone playing a trick on my heart?"
Because i dont know what i ever did that was so good
For me to deserve my angel

My angel is a fallen angel
I believe god dropped him from heaven
Just for me
But just like fairy people
When their job is done they leave like nothing

I have nightmares late at night
Of my angel leaving me
What if he doesnt come back
What if he gets tired and leaves me
These are all things i worry about
But when i'm around my angel
All my worries in the world disapear

My angel is so perfect in every way
He is so sweet
So Senstive
So Loving
So Caring
And most of all
He loves me

I think to myself this has to be too good to be true
An angel like him could never wanna waste his time with me
But he makes it seem like i'm the only person
in this world that matters
He makes me feel so special and so safe
Thats why it would be too hard to let him go

I dont ever want him to leave me
I love him so much
He's my angel

Our Love

We often tell each other
That we're no good to one another
When we deserve to be together more then ever
We were meant to be together
But there is something holding us back
Something is holding us down from being happy
If we could only...
If we could only figure out what that is
Letting go would hurt so much
Going on like this is killing us inside
So where do we go from here
We have so much pain and fear
Its starting to get the best of us
I'm afraid if we dont fix this soon
There will be no more Erick & Stephanie
You've given me more then i have ever deserved
I love you the way no other girl will be able to
But we're not fighting hard enough to surpass the diffuclties
No one ever said being in a relationship was easy
But at the same time no one ever said it would be so painful
We may get mad or upset with each other
But our love is strong enough to fight this
I know what i'm feeling inside
And that is why no matter what,
You will never convince me we are no good for each other
I think god put me on this earth to be miserable
But then he sent you down to be my angel
I try to make you so happy
I know that most of the time i end up hurting you
But please know its not intentional
I lay myself down everynight crying myself to sleep
Cuz i love you so much and i hate seeing you in pain
In my heart i know your the best man alive
The best man for me
So please,
I'm begging you
We need to help each other through this
When it may seems we're hundres of miles away
Our hearts are together in every way
We sometimes take our time together for granted
But i promise to cherish you
And love you the way i know you deserve to be love
The way you have never ever been loved before
Because i am like no other girl around
I see you for who you are
Not some clown
As the man i love