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I Fight
I fight to find the reason why
I fight to protect my heart from your wrong doings
I fight to live
another day
To find the answers
To piece this puzzle together
I fight to stop loving you
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Last night,
As i layed myself down to sleep
My heart spoke to me
It asked when will i finally move on
It said that its time to let go and live my life
For he is long gone now
And never to return shall he
When
this broken heart of mine stopped speaking
I cried myself to sleep
For i knew this heart of mine was true
I know
that my one and only love is never to return to loving me
So now i sit all alone
With no one to hold me
To comfort
me
To dry my tears
The next morning i realized
This is the first day of my brand new life
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Forget the love we once shared
Forget how i loved you more then anyone else in this world
Forget all the broken promises
you made
Forget the hours i spent waiting for you to call
Forget all the times you let me down
Or the way
you used me to get back at your other girlfriends
Forget the way i use to call you mi mijo
ive forgotten the
way you said i was your todo
Forget the way we could have had forever
Im forgetting you ever exsisted....
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Thinking of what could have been for us
The late
night walks we could have took
You holding my hand as we talked
Thinking of what could have been for us
I
wanted to see myself grow old with you
Start a family
Live happlily ever after
Thinking of what could have
been for us
I wish i never met you
I wish you never bestowed me with all this pain
Thinking of what could
have been for us
I hope your happy with the life you've made for yourself
Now i am left here to think about what might
have become of us
Its all hopeless dreams left in my mind...
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Wasting My Time
Days have past and still no word from you
I guess this is it,
I see your pictures on
my wall
I find the courage to bring them down
And store 'em away with all our memories
I wont keep wasting my
time on something that wasnt meant to be
I pass by the place we use to spend our time
Instead of sitting to cry
cuz i miss you
I'll just keep on going
As much as it hurts,
I cant keep wasting my time
At night as i
lay down
Thoughts of you return to my mind
Thoughts of what could have been between us
But instead of falling
asleep to dream dreams of us that will never become
I'll stop wasting my time
Cuz i need to move on...
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A Dream
I awoke today to a dream so it seems
You were lying by my side
As i looked at you sleeping
there
Ever so softly
I ran my fingers down the side of your face
You opened your eyes and smiled
Your arms
embrassed me so tight
I never wanted to let go of that moment
Your soft lips caresed mine
It felt almost too good
to be true
And then...
I woke up
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On a cold
rainy night,
Theres no where else i'd rather be
Other then your arms
To feel the warm embrace of your body
Or
perhaps,
If i were lucky enough
To feel your hot lips
Come intact with mine even if it were for just seconds
To
lay in bed,
Wrapped up in your secure ways
While listening to the sounds of the rain fall
Can this be my reality,
Or merely just another dream
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My whole body starts
to tremble
I want to run and hide
But my legs areant moving
I have no physical feeling in my body
Only emotions
overwhelming me
I try to cry but the tears areant falling
I try to speak but the words wont come out
I then realize...
You said its over
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